Friday, October 31, 2008
finally done wif my brochures...about 80% done i guess...hee...gg blind...cos of the com and the darkness...haha...ytd was mum bthday....happy bthday mum....didn really celebrate...cos had celebrated last wk...bro went to chalet...ting it was so cool n fun....haha....gg 2 slp nw....wil blog soon^^
10/31/2008 01:37:00 AM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
What Your Cute Monster Says About You
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You are a simply happy person. You still view the world with a childlike innocence.
You have an easy going attitude, and you value harmony. You love freely and inspire others to love.
You inner demon is frailty. You are easily beaten down by life.
People think you're cute because you are optimistic. Your outlook on life is charming.
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10/28/2008 07:20:00 AM
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Today mi n my family went to fotunate restaurant in toa payoh to celebrate my mum bthday...surprised to c my uncle gf...n a lot of funny things take place...LOL.. there was a great variety of food available at there=D yummy!mum took the bthday clothes my dad bought for mi n wore it...she gt ask permission frm mi...n i say ok to let her wear...hahah=P
Then, i went to taka and bought a bakerzin cake for mum...intend 2 giv her a surprise but cant...cos my uncle say wan buy cake...so i hav to say out=(....anyway,the cake as mentioned by my family member was soft n nice....glad 2 hear tat=D....
During the evenin, we went to the hospital to visit grandma...she keep on vomittin...continuously once aft anth...really worried...nurse gav her an injection...dono if she is beta...but i hope so...really sad to c tat...den we left for dinner=(=(=(
wad can i do???? seriously i dono....
10/26/2008 10:27:00 PM
Today went to hospital to visit my grandma...she stil cant eat n vomit time aft time.she said when she c food she wil vomit...sad...nurse gav her an injection...i accompamy her till my dad came....
i heard frm my dad tat the injection did nt stop her vomittin....worried n sad...but there is little i cld do to help her...indeed sad to c her like tat for nearly 1 mth +...haix
Afterwhich, i went to meet li fen at town to buy cake =D...we bought a tiramisu cake at bakerzin...after which we meet jas n went to far east to shop while waitin for qiu ting n jacq....
we bought a mickey mouse for jac and we treated qiu ting dinner....we ate at dai ke jie at heeren...new shop at level 5....n we had a great feast of chinese food...after which we ate the bthday cake =D Also, the manager gav the 2 btdhay gals a mango pudding...=D we were shocked as we tot is jacq who ordered it...LOL =P
We had a great feast...we were so full....we den headed for hm...=D
10/26/2008 12:23:00 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
i suddenly felt speechless...nth 2 say....really nth...a leopard will nv change its spots...i wander y life is unfair n y ppl say n nv do....100 excuses when they don feel like doin....i don like ppl 2 force mi 2 do things but nevertheless there are times 2 do things we don like but hav 2 do....
there is never such things as u don like n don do....u must do wad u don like at times....really!!!
shitty day...feel so against the whole world...i felt so angry,funny n sad...wanderin wad the hell is gg on ....really sux!!!!!!!!>_<....
wad 2 do???? hw 2 do????
i m tired....enff is enff!!!! i hav my limits....i m tired n angry! shall nt say anythin anymore....
Layin my hands off the matter!
10/23/2008 11:24:00 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
today is a disappointin day for mi....my bd sux....the teacher embrasssed us in frt of our clients...though it is our mistake to do wk nt up to expectation...but i ting he is a bit harsh....tis is nt the 1st time of embrassment we had encountered in frt of the whole class....
really disappointed n sad....we did nt do well in the part on marketin...really hope to gt beta grade in the nxt phase....hopefully can gt a beta mark...i ting it is v hard=(
really feelin depressed cos i lost first my nk..followed by mp3...den bd sux...family...frens....all the problems....i feel lost n sad=(
gg depressed soon !
10/20/2008 09:57:00 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
Grandma has been in hospital for 2 days....i dono if it is a wise choice to send her into the hospital...but she had nt been eatin for months...However, i can c tat she is in pain due to the inserts of the needle tube...haix...really v v v sad...
i cant help her much ....except to be there for her when she ni help....when i went to the hospital...she was stil ok sittin on the chair ...with water n biscuits...nt too sure if she is eatin it....However,soon after that, she said she wanted to go back into bed as she is feelin giddy...but i could nt help her as i don nt hav the strength....i dono where had all the nurse gone to...n i went to the counter to cal for help...i can say tat the doctor n nurse are nt helpful(referrin to those i met)....Lousy!cal urself a doctor or nurse...u r nt fit to b one!SOrry for being rude...really angry...
Then,after tat, my grandma keep on complainin to go hm...ask mi cal my uncle,grandpa,dad to bring her hm....but i cant decide on whether she can go hm....i was arguin with her for more than 1 n a half hour...really scared,helpless,stressed out....den she told mi she was dreamin...haix...i m v scared!
I REALLY HOPE SHE WILL BE FINE N RECOVER QUICKLY.....I DON WAN HER TO SUFFER!HAIX
I also lost my mp3...dono is it i misplaced it or some1 stole it...haix...sad...y i keep on lostin things..utterly disappointed!
10/17/2008 11:43:00 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
today is the second day of school...didn hav enff slp...tired...eyes swollen for days...afraid to c ppl cos my eyes is swollen...
8am lesson today...so early...i reached dover station quite late cos i left hm late..received a bthday gift frm yue lian n yvonne...love it lots....wil wear it soon...=D ...thanks a lot...=D
butterfly box =D
rainbow bracelet=D
lesson end at 2...had lunch with mum near my hse....was pourin for a while...went home to look aft my grandma n slp...
Met up with my cousin to buy diapers for my grandma...
Today, grandma didn eat n drink much nor vomit....sad n worried...=(
WHAT CAN I DO FOR HER? I FEEL SO HOPELESS N LOST! GOD ,PLS BLESS MY GRANDMA'S RECOVEREY?
10/14/2008 08:40:00 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
have been more than one week plus since i last blog....i m a lazy blogger ....feelin realli v tired to write hw i feel....cos i have always been feelin sad...which i dono y...guess i ting too much n hav a lot of things to worry about...
Grandma had nt been feelin well for more than 1 mth +...i m worried sick about her...sometimes i m wanderin whether she will recover....i really really hope she will n she does....
seein her sufferin realli hurts mi n makes mi cry....haha...i cry easily...lol...i m lousy...haha...wad i can do is hope n pray for her recovery...help her out and b there when she needs mi....haixzzzz......
I really feel sad becos things are jus gg nt smoothly in my life... it is like always n it is nv gd n happy ...even it is...it is only for a while =(=(=(
sometimes i really feel alone n emo...hahaha...crazy mi... no1 really understands
10/13/2008 10:21:00 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
HAppy BirThday DAd N to all my frens who are havin their bthday on tis day!!!Best wishes....stay young yea!=D
I gave him my present at 12 midnte...nt fun at all...cos he knew i had bought him the abba cd for him...i m nt gd at lyin...=(
Today my parents and bro went to eat dian xin wif my two uncles at hong xin jiu lou...haha...had a great feast...thanks for the treat dad!! love ya!
Then, we went to bugis to shop for some items wif my mum...den we went to our grandma hse to visit her....
In the evenin, we went to kfc cum pizza hut to have our dinner....ting my dad's pocket has a big hole today...pourin $ out....thanks so much bthday boy =P..hope u like my present=D...hahah ...i enjoyed myself today...hw i wish everyday is as happy as today cos my happy moments is always for a while oni...lol=D
10/05/2008 11:15:00 PM
Saturday, October 04, 2008
today i had a v angry n upset saturday...upset by my mum cos of some things....ting tat no1 understands mi...don expect too much oso...but i think i m totally drained n stressed out...i really cant slp well....n oso feel v upset bout things tat happen in my life....i wish tat i can go to somewhere where i belong....haix...sad....gg 2 gt depressed soon....i wish tat i cld fulfill the wish tat i want...i want my grandma to b ok soon....reallly....haix
At nite...we went to marina to shop...it has been donkey yrs since my parents and bro went there...lol....den we went to esplanade...we sat by the seaside and enjoy the breeze...i like the coolin climate at nite and the nightview....den we walked to singapore flyer as requested by me...hahah...took a few pictures...it was really so nice ,big and cool...::::======>>>>>>
10/04/2008 11:35:00 PM
